My Colour is Purple

Purple embodies the balance of red simulation and blue calm. This dichotomy can cause unrest or uneasiness unless the undertone is clearly defined at which point the purple takes on the characteristics of its undertone. A sense of mystic and royal qualities, purple is a color often well liked by very creative or eccentric types and is the favorite color of adolescent girls. (http://www.squidoo.com/colorexpert)

Adolescent... i wonder if i hit another puberty... or probably just feeling emo...

I am back in Brisbane now... until the 20th of august... that will be next week... still no job follow up from HK and still visaless... found out that my indonesian passport apparently worth nothing, i repeat, NOTHING, in HK... in social status, Philo maids are consider at the bottom and then there's indo maids, which right under them.... and because of that i cant get a decent, so FUCK YOU shallow Hongki people! i will make you all want me and regretting your choice of not employing me! i really think that is so stupid and shallow of them to decide based on nationality or even passport nationality.

apart from my big future of being jobless in HK and being all depressed and down about it, i have to deal with my Bf. yes, him again... like i said, always always always fighting. i starting to feel sick from have to feel bad all the time... i dont think im that bad kind of person.. and if he wants to paint me black, then paint me black all over me... i cant be bothered with defending myself cos i just cant be bothered... ever since im little, always taking other people's blames. that's oka, im over and used to it.... so if it really hard for him to accept that i actually didnt think it that bad, then whatever... he can choose to leave me or stay with me.

and for the purple colour, i dyed my hair purple.

XOXO,
Aby