the end, you need to be able to love yourself/ to take care of your self first before you can love or take care of other people...these pictures are taken yesterday cos ofcourse esther would like to have some memory on her birthday outtie day... she put it on fb and unfortunetly will saw them.... then he said on msn that he didnt have good weekend and seing that pic, i will know what to do... or what happen... im guessing he's pissed! but then why should i feel guitly about it... this is the first time im actually out with my frind since hk... and he's out with his work mate in hk... drinking... and it's not like he never taken pic with his female friends.... well, my second guess will be that im wearing a dress.... esther wanted me t wear a dress so we can take pic together... and he said that he stop caring if im wearing skirt or revealing clothes or not... and it is not like he cares these days... it's not like he call me or email me or even talking to me on msn asking me how i've been and so on... and all of sudden,
because of the pics he guilt trip me just because he had a bad weekend... so not going to do anything about it, cos this is my life and im trying to look after myself and loving myself more than i love will...I look good in this pic! need to work more on my pose! lol~
xoxo,
Aby
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