To find happiness within myself.
Everyone is talking about it, telling the same thing: you need to be happy from your self. what how? seriously, i honestly dont know how. since i was little, i guess people around me always told me something like, if im being a good girl, mum will be happy. if i give my cousin a gift, she will be happy. if i clean the house, my dad will be happy. so i grew up with an equation I+doing something nice to someone else=Happy, which ok, fair enough, it did make me happy. but what happened if i stop being nice to people, what happened if i dont give things to people? that i will lay down dead on a gutter because doing something to other people means its not a true happiness coming from me?
so what is this happines within my self is? sigh, it is indeed another thing to do in this world.
xoxo,
Aby
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