My Realisation

today i was so moody!!! like serious moodiness alert! well, i was okay until i check on Will's fb and just was i thought, many girls wrote on there... and then BAM! just super angry and grumpy... i did blame it to those skanky hoes but then i realised that, i was angry at myself to let me feel this way... to let it happened to me... i shouldnt even let that feeling gets me... well, the process of the thought was i was thinking on how chris blamed me for making his last week as hell.. but then i thought, what the hell... he shouldnt blamed me for that cos i didnt do anything directly to him... and he should blame himself for letting it gets to him... so i applied that line of thought to my situation and it is make sense.. eventho it is hard to do, but yea... i dont blame those skanky hoes and will anymore... i blamed myself for caring too much about him... which i probably shouldnt. meh, long live emo indeed~

xoxo,
Aby