Valentine's was just weird... just full of roller coaster feelings... one minute i was up and another minute i was down... i guess in the end, i just have to learn from the past mistakes and believe in karma... and according to karma, what goes around comes around... and probably i deserve all the drama in the past days and according to Will, life is suppose to be hard and it is a learning lesson everyday... it is about how do you face them and not to pointing finger at other people, which is make sense and it is true.
and so, i, will take it in a good way and learn from it and be a better person. in the end of the day, i know that i can trust Will and i know that he will choose me over his friend because he has been prove it over and over again to me... and so even if i let him be friend with her, in the end, if he has to choose between me or her, he will choose me and that is something that i know for sure now cos he proved it to me... he said that he doesnt care if i told her not to be friend with him... and i guess that make me realised that i am that important to him.
so... im going to let it cool for now cos, i have to agree with Will, that women are crazy, especially when they are angry... and i should be able to take it better and see the situation in a better way... if she doesnt want to be friend with me then it is something that is out of my control... and yea, all good i guess now :) at least i know better of her now... and i know better if she purposely trying to piss me off again or not... like i said, karma... it will come back to her and to me ofcourse...
and apart from that, now i have to deal with my other crap in life... Chris... sigh... apparently he has been talking to people behind my back and told them that i've done worse stuff than he is... well, if i have to top that, then i will haveto cheat on Will,have sex with an old married man and have sex with him and have his baby... yea... that's pretty much will top any stories, lol!
xoxo,
Aby
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