My Craziness

seriously... i think i am going crazy..... gosh, there are like so many things going on in my head and if i try to think one of them.. just one of them in details, feels like everything will fall apart..... really scary... as for my future.... i think i dont what to do cos seriously it is not up to me.. it is all up to Will... and he is really taking his time to do it.... i really wish there's something that i can do or he can do to make him do it asap..... so i guess i have to change my plan.... anyway, im gonna go to work very soon... still smell like cookies cos i'be been baking them for hours.... feel like im going to hate my self or to kill my self....