this is just me nagging.... and doubting Will... yesterday was my birthday and he only text me saying "happy birthday pumpkin". i really think he can do something better than that.... he can call or do something more than just that..... i dont think he will do something about it either... he just going to think that aby is going to wear skirt to her party, and im hurt..... everything is revolve around him.... he probably doesnt think that it is my birthday, what should i do or get for her so she can feel special about it.... i dont think he thinks it that way at all.... and now about trust.... before we're agree to go out, he said he's going to make an effort... that he will stop flirting and checking other girls out.... and now he said that he cant change the whole thing at once and just trust him cos he wants to do it cos he loves me not just because he has to..... it is sounds good... but i want to see the prove.... i dont see any of that yet... probably because i wont know what will happen.... he can just lie again or whatever..... as much as i really want to make it work.... if he really not going to prove it to me soon....... i really just cant keep going.... i really dont want to be with someone that cant even do something nice to me on my birthday...... and i keep on thinking to my self... probably he will do something nice or something... like a surprise or something..... but then.... it is him.. he wont do anything like that for me..... this is really depressing.
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