My Date

It was okay i guess... went to Harbour Town to meet up with ML and yea.. just hang out there for 5 hours. Since we were at the Harbour Town, so ofcourse i need to buy something, as usual~


This is Emily dress.. 50% off, so i think i did a right thing then, lol. i can wear it with jeans or with stocking, either way it will look good. if u cant see the logo, that is what it looks like.



Then i bought a pair of shoes... pretty good one... nice sharp heels, love it!

As for the date, it was boring... since both of us didnt really know what to say... and i guess we have different taste of interest... he listened to mandarin while i listened to David Bowie... so ya.. nothing really to say... well, he did admit that he's a boring person... so i guess he was proving it right... but apart from all that, he is a perfect gentleman. i did notice it when we were walking down on the road, he would go to the outside of the pavement, carrying my shopping bag and so on.. ofcourse since it was the first date, we paid stuff separately, it is the rule, i think...

Since i was sick and tired, yes i had a headache and stomachache, i was abit grumpy.. but good thing i didnt really show it that much... well, not that obvious... so both of us didnt really talk and i was trying to avoid traffic jam rush hour stuff... so we went to see a movie... 'Good Luck Chuck'. it was pretty funny. Jessica Alba is so skinny.... so weird... and lot of penguin... love them so much! aparently the mating ritual is so gorgeous! the male penguin will find the most beautiful peble that he can found and then presented it on his feet infront of the female penguin that he choose. if the female penguin approved, then they will be together forever. they are a very romantic creature... always together forever till death set them apart.... i wish my happy ending is like that... sigh~

So this is us if we are going out together.... but i think... i cant go out with him... emotionally not ready... and i need someone strong in my life... eventho i love to be in charge... i also like to be taken care of... and be able to lean on him.... and for ML... he only likes my eyes... i dont think he likes any of my personality... i think im too over the top for him.. lol... yea... too much too handle.... but i think through time, we will get to know each other better and it will come more naturally. when he matured enough.... sure, ill go out with him... but at the moment.... he's too weak for me.... yes, i do like nerd, glasses and people with problem.... but also... i want stability in my life... i want someone strong. sigh~

so tired!!!! but i cant wait to go to see the exhibition tomorrow... should be good place to meet new people and yea, excited to see ML's creation.... a robo frog? maybe.... :P