My Cold Morning

It is raining outside, so it is a perfect time to sleep in... but im suprised that im all awake at 9 am... only slept for 8 hours then.... sigh... and now, my room is turning into my kids' playing room... chasing each other... jump here there.. everywhere... bite here there.... run run run! can be a very catchy song, just like the pingpong song~ indeed.... i wish i can be that talented... meh~

my old phone is dead... stupid phone! useless! so now i really need to google my space and find my friend's email and email her.... such an effort to invite people.... at least i already invite people in my facebook. so i hope it will be a great night!

I always wanted to go out with a musician or an artist and sees me as his muse, his inspiration... that will be awesome.... it will be very flatering... i wonder how kate moss feels to always inspire those desaigners or musician and stuff.... very envy of her...

trying to be creative.... but cant really think of anything... lol... i guess i can write write and write.. it is part of being creative... since Will refused to return my guitar, sigh... meh... apart from that, my short tem goal: going to Sydney... in 4 days!!!!!! yay! for 8 days, that will be awessome!!!!! then my birthday, graduation... then vet.... need to make an appointment with gp.. then dunno what else..... work i guess... until january.... probably going back to jakarta for 3 weeks then go back to brisbane... find real job... money money money then move out. sigh... depressing thoughts in the morning...