I will never ever start a rumour, that is something i know for sure! sure im enjoy gossiping, but if it already existed. but in this case, i didnt start anything.
this is what i said and im 100% sure that this is what i've said.
I hope will doesnt start doing drugs anymore cos apparently he told michi recently that he's going to start using it again. and yea, i hope that he doesnt do it at ur house cos that is just wrong. and i think im dead serious that i never said heroin.. i said cocaine cos u cant snort heroin. and thats the whole things. i didnt add anything into that.
i know that there might be a miscommunication happening but it is not fair to just blame it all to me, cos it also his fault for taking it differently. so there!
and whatever happened with last night thing with dan, i think i should thank him for making me not caring anymore. i think i keep pushing will to realised that what he did is wrong and hopefully will apologise to me is because that deep down i want him to change and said that he's sorry and stuff... and i know that the moment he said that, i will forgive him for sure... but now, i really couldnt care less. if he still thinks that he's right for talking and spreading words that are not true at all behinds my my back about me or even about other people, then i know he is so wrong.
he can tell to all his friend the side of his story and making me look like a very bad person, that is just his thing then. because i will never do that to someone that i love. i dont make up stuff, i told them what he told me and i told them what i saw and how i feel.
seriously, trying to make a girl drunk so that u can try to get her to give u a handjob... thats not on... that is purely wrong, and i cant believe he can even do that in first place. i love will so much and that i willingly to just believe him and only his side of story, but now, im glad that i've met michi. at least both of us know that he lied so much that he cant even deny it to michi at least. he still doesnt apologise to me and i dont think he will ever realised it.... and i dont care anomore if he ever going to do anything about it cos im moving on. im still in a process, but i know he's a loser for thinking that i making all these up so that i can abuse him or something... crying is not fun Will, not fun at all! and to get your heart broken over and over again, so not fun at all! he should be lucky that im still there willingly to forgive him and all that. but not anymore.
If he said that he has so much problem, not happy and all that, i think he deserves it. like what he always said to me and what he belief in, karma! and i dont know how long this punishment is going to be cos what he did to me is just purely wrong! gosh, just still cant believe him at all!
there is no rumours going on about you will, its more what michi told me what u did to her, and thats not a lie. michi will never lie to me about that kind of stuff, but i know u did. so unless you can really prove how innocent u are, then whatever. you can just die and go to hell. ill find a new love in my life. a person that i know i will love 100% from my heart again.
time to move on from u, u just unbelievely in denial. u can have all the spotlight in the world now. at least michi knew me for me now, not from what u were trying to make her to believe who i am.
the key words in this posting are: rumours, lies, denial, karma, truth and nov 2006.
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